Afro-Brazilian filmmaker Ren is recovering from a romantic betrayal. Kayla is a Black British artist and journalist keen to make her mark. Thrown together during a string of interviews in New York for Ren's latest film, they’re struck by an irresistible attraction. The two surrender to one night of searing honesty and passion, which leaves them with more questions than answers about the future.
With secrets lurking between them, letting their romance continue could upend the separate lives Ren and Kayla have so carefully built. But can they really risk losing their miraculous connection?
Born in Camberwell, author Sareeta Domingo spent her formative years in Bahrain. An editor for Harper Collins by day, and a writer by night, Sareeta has oreviously had various erotic short stories and an erotic novella published, and her first full length novel, 'The Nearness of You' was published in 2016.
So - a romance novel. Not something I would necessarily seek out, but then I feel that categories can be rather limiting for books - the "Chick Lit" field, for example, leads people to ignore the deep and often moving work that authors like Marian Keyes create in that genre.
Romance is one where I would, perhaps, have assumed that the majority of books would be swooning 'mills and boon' type romances that involved a lot of bodice ripping and copious amounts of straight sex which, as a gay man, I rather got bored of reading about after a while.
However, I'm well aware of how much an ass I am for relying on assumptions, and I'm hugely glad that I was asked to review a book rather out of my comfort zone, as 'If I Don't Have You' is thrilling, contemporary, and hugely memorable - mostly due to the authors fantastic writing, but also due to excellent narration from Jakobi Diem and Jessye Romeo - bringing the characters to vivid life, and allowing the listener a compelling narrative that alows them to view the perspective of both Ren and Kayla as their relationship grows and changes.
No romance would be complete without some stumbling blocks, and there are plenty here - but not the cliches one might expect from a romcom, but instead ones that feel remarkably real and grounded.
As for my worries about being a bit bored with another straight romance? Absolutely not. This pair is hot, sexy, and hugely readable, and there's no element of "virtous woman overpowered by body-ripping brute" - kayla is fiery, independent, and very much in charge of her sexuality, which is wonderful to read.
Compelling, Sexy, and Contemporary, If I Don't Have You is available now from Audible. I received a copy from Midaspr in exchange for an honest review.